transferring dream recordings
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sinepentheI decided I will record my dreams again. Transferring old ones and organizing them before I start again. Take note some were written back in 2009 and 2010; my writing was childish.
2005; dream written out October 18, 2009
There was a glowing lake or pond. I couldn't tell if it was day or night--maybe it was night, because the glowing lake was the light around the area. There was a small dock to the pond. The environment was a forest; it was dark b/c it was most likely night, but the scenery was so beautiful, thanks to the glowing pond. It was glowing a cerulean blue. Rikku (from story, Faint) was on the dock. She had her short blonde hair and her violet eyes, and she was wearing a blue-violet cloak. She didn't turn around completely, but she only glanced behind her shoulder towards the me, whoever I was. I couldn't say for sure if I was really me in the dream, but whoever she was viewing, she smiled at. She then turned back towards the lake, and then dived into the glowing pond.
Out from the pond, came some sort of cerulean-indigo smoke. Or what it could be, a soul sort of thing.
March 26, 2009; dream written out October 18, 2009
I can't remember clearly now, but I was mentally struggling in my dream. All I remember were trains that we almost got run over by, a man that wouldn't let me and friends alone (I can only remember Paul and Kristen in there), and I was fighting him, biting him, and trying my best to hurt him, because the man was fighting back too. Then, I remember that next we were on a chase--the man was trying to catch us so we wouldn't escape him. There was some sort of way to make sure he won't catch us--like instead of running, it's skipping, and some other weird stuff in between. And then we ran through a hole, completely safe and for some reason, the man was repelled by the entrance and we escaped. The hole was kind of a lot like Alice in Wonderland. I was striving really hard to escape him. I woke up sweating, but I wasn't afraid. I felt like I broke free out of something.
September 2009, dream written out October 18, 2009
The dream centered around Mia and Death, from my story, Faint. Mia and Death are the same person. Paul (friend) and I were in the dream. It was like a video game, and we had guns. I wasn't sure what our goal was, but we were looking around a mansion of some sort. We came to hide behind staircase banister from enemies. Luxette, a bad person in the story, was definitely there. I didn't see her face, but I was sure because I clearly remember saying to Paul, "Don't shoot your gun at her! Don't do it! Luxette won't die!" which is accurate in the real story. I told him it would be best if we wait till she went away, and when she would, we would shoot the enemies and enter the door they're guarding. Luxette went out of the sight, down the hallway. We lifted our guns, and I said, "NOW! FIRE!" and we shot.
But unforunately, as soon as we did, Luxette came back. I cursed and told Paul to follow and come on because--like in a game--it's like we screwed up and we had to either A. run away or B. run straight into the room. Chose choice B. We didn't get injured somehow. One thing to note when we entered the room was that we didn't lock the door. I clearly remember saying, "It's funny how no one enters the room whenever we discover a new room. SEARCH THE ROOM."
Lately during the time, I was playing a game called Trace Memory. In Trace Memory, you're exploring a mansion, and at least in every single room, there was something to be found. And you knew you were close to the finding the item if the section of the room you were exploring gets a close up. It was just like that. I had to find at least 2 items. However, an entertaining thing about this dream was if I squeezed the item, and it went into my "inventory". This was how I knew I found what I needed. I searched all around the room eagerly, hoping to find the item. I found nothing. I even remember picking up scissors and squeezed the item and said, "WHAT? NOT EVEN SCISSORS? WHAT DO I NEED?" I turned to Paul and said, "DID YOU FIND ANYTHING?" and he said, "yes." he held up keys. And then he told me, "I'm tired. I'm going to take a shower." (lmao) so he went to the bathroom connected to the room and did. I had to find the last item by myself.
I don't know why but it was only after Paul left that I noticed there were two corpses under blankets on the floor--and then it came: the close-up. The last item was there. But I didn't feel scared, so I lifted a fold of the blanket, and there were papers (or a paper?). It was like a record, an observation of someone--something that doctors would keep of patients. Weight. Height. etc. Then Death entered the room. She was dressed plainly--in a white baggy shirt and black capri pants. I don't understand why, but when she opened the door and I looked up and saw her, I panicked and instantly rushed for the bathroom door. I locked the door. Then I heard Death say something among the lines of, "Open the door. I want to tell you something." And I said, still feeling in danger, "No. My friend and I are tired." And she said, "Okay."
And then unexpectedly, Death tried breaking in the door! And somehow she actually OPENED IT. I felt really scared at this time. I managed to push the door all the way closed, but Death was pretty strong. It was strange--she was acting like a REAL killer ghost: eager to get its victim. I tried unzipping my bookbag next to me with one hand and put the paper in there, but I couldn't (I don't know why but it felt as if I had to hide it from her), so I whispered hurriedly to Paul, "Here hide this in your towel!" and I snuck the paper behind the shower curtain, and then Death broke in. I fell back on the floor, and Paul twisted the shower curtain around himself (to try and hide the paper under his towel) and then disentangled himself from the curtain. Death didn't question anything, and only showed another paper to me, which was also like a record.
"I wanted to show you this." She said. According to the paper--the situation was that someone else was Death (if that makes sense?). And I think what was happening was Luxette was trying to find Death--which Death? I don't know.
That was one portion of the dream.
Another portion I remembered was sometime later, Death joined us, and we were looking around this other room. And of course, we didn't lock the door because nobody entered the room. But this time enemies entered the room. Suddenly, I wasn't me anymore. I was in the POV of Death. Death (I) instantly lifted up the shotgun to shoot, and she seemed to be a lil shaky with the gun (inexperienced?) but nothing came out of the gun. She then turned to me and Paul and screamed angrily, "Why isn't this working?!" And then I don't remember what was responded to her but it made her frustrated. She tossed the gun angrily to the ground and started walking towards the enemies to kill them in her own way. She got shot as she was walking to them.
It was here she was acting funny againt: she strided to them, looking like a vengeful ghost and said to them hatefully, "You really want to die now don't you?" And then the next moment, my view was blocked out, all black (as if I was out of the dream for a moment)--but I still felt the dream going on. I felt myself squeezing and tearing and ripping apart. And when I saw again, I was in someone else's POV, and a hallway of the mansion was torn apart, with blood and dead bodies, and I felt myself being "dragged" towards Death, whose appearance changed (more ghost-like and scary) and was in the center of the hallway. It was weird because I was lying on my stomach on the ground, and Death was like "clawing at the ground" (which was what was making me being dragged towards her?) I was getting closer and closer to her face.
I didn't feel scared somehow at this time. When I was face-to-face to her, so dangerously close (close as in KISS-CLOSE), her appearance suddenly changed to normal--it was like I blinked and she changed. But I didn't blink. She changed from an angry-looking vengeful ghost to a regular-looking person. Red eyes. Black short hair with bangs. And a smile. She stood up. And she was really pretty.
Another very tiny portion of the dream was that I remember Death and Mia talking to teach other (they look the same as they are one person). I remember noting to myself OUTSIDE of the dream that Death's voice was higher than Mia's--and I really did hear their voices. And their appearances were so accurate it amazed me. I remember so many details, I remember the feeling, I remember Death's smile and beauty and her creepiness, and Mia's voice.
This dream helped me figure out a lot of things about the people and what happened--such as Death appears in her own form, her voice is higher than Mia's, Death is easily tempered, and that there is something between Luxette and Death/Mia.
October 18, 2009
I was in my kitchen, but a slightly altered version of my home. It just looked different a bit. There was $100 (I'm not sure if that's the correct amount, but the feeling in the dream just told me it) right on the table, and there was a flame adjacent to it. It was big enough to spread and burn the whole house, so I simply blew it out. It went away, but then it immediately came back. I kept blowing it out but it kept coming back, so I had to call mom for help in between breaths, because the flame was just that fast. The longer I waited to blow it out, the bigger it was becoming. My mom didn't answer and I heard my sister calling that she's busy. I exclaimed to them "There's a fire in here!" and I was struggling to keep it from burning on. The funny thing was that Mom and my sister DIDN'T BELIEVE ME. I kept screaming over and over that there was a fire. I had stopped blowing to call them three times in a row, and the fire was getting SUPER big. I moved the $100 bucks away from it. I don't understand why I just slid it farther instead of taking it off the table.
Finally, my sister came down and NOW she was screaming that there's a fire. She left the scene. I don't know what happened to ME at this point but I seemed to be out of the picture because I was looking through the dream in a hidden 3rd person view. My mom came downstairs, saw the fire, and the $100 bucks was now on fire. She sat down IN FRONT of the fire, and my sister entered back with a fire extinguisher, and put stop to the fire. My mom watched it die down.
October 18, 2009
I don't remember this completely but I think I was in a church with people. It was about to be the end of "something." I can't remember, but something was ending. The end of the world? The church was closing? I had this one last night but what I remember (I think) was that some monk/religious guy died in lava, and I SAW him die. Then I don't remember what happened next, but before I knew, I, MYSELF, was dying in the lava. I was in my first person while that happened. It was so strange--the feeling. It was like I was sinking. The weird part is that it felt refreshing when I was dying.
November 29, 2009; dream written out December 1, 2009
I had a dream two nights ago. The only thing I want to record of it is that I was talking with Jackie (friend) in my dream.. I can't remember if it was through AIM or through person.. it might've been through AIM, because I remember seeing an IM window. I was telling her something, and she suddenly asked me, "Do bad things always happen to you?" and I paused. And then I completely ignored her question, not giving her an answer, and continued with what I was saying.
February 11, 2010
I had a dream of a blonde prince that failed to meet his father's expectations and was denied to inherit the throne. There was this pretty pond/lake water that was glowing cerulean blue, pretty reminiscent of an older dream. He ran away and became this big monster. Then he came back, turning back to himself, and was walking through that pretty water. He said he wanted to go back home even if he wasn't going to be the prince anymore. And I followed him, and I believe I was in the POV of a brunette-haired princess? She was his friend though, not a lover, and she seemed to have low self esteem, because I was able to see her facial expressions a few times. So she followed him to this bathing pool where I'm assuming it's a royal friend of the Queen or something, or maybe a maid, is. This bathing pool was possible part of the pond/lake, because the water was glowing cerulean blue too, and apparently the prince goes to this maid/royal friend for advice.
As the princess, I was feeling jealous, because I saw (not evident to the prince) that the maid/royal friend had a "thing" for him. It was odd.
February 14, 2010
The dream was pretty vivid, but only for a short time. I don't know where I was, but I was in the fancy place with red carpeting and gold walls. There were two floors, and there was a war going on on the downstairs floor. In the POV of a soldier, I went upstairs, and someone came up to me and said, "Sir Henry, Captain Jack wants to see you." I was feeling pretty nervous as he told me that, as I had knowledge of someone fighting in the war. I was scared I was going to get killed, and scared that I would probably have to kill this friend. I felt so nervous, and I cautiously walked down the fancy wide hallway (and soldiers around me were vacuuming the floor which was very weird, considering there is a war going on downstairs). Here and there, I came in and out of the POV of the person I was in--it was actually Tresphir (from story, Faint) who was dressed up like Henry from No More Heroes 2 (I THINK I'VE BEEN PLAYING WAY TOO MUCH OF IT)or at least similar to, since he had a uniform on, I can't remember BUT HE HAD THE BROWN HAIR AND HE WAS WEARING SILVER/GREY, just that it was definitely Tresphir's face and behavior (pretty nervous guy).
So he approached Captain Jack (I swear that name came from watching my sister play "The Company of Myself" which was just last night) who was very, very fat, and told us to choose a side of the war. Even though I was not exactly in his POV anymore, I still felt how he was: he felt very conflicted, and didn't know what side to choose. He could've chosen to side with his friend.... 'But,' he thought. The weird part of the dream: as mentioned, every soldier on the 2nd floor was cleaning, and so he grabbed a vacuum and started cleaning, while wondering. At this point I was completely detached from him and I saw him take out a coin and flip it, as if that'll be his decision maker. For some reason I wasn't paying attention to him for a few seconds, so I didn't hear what he completely said as he flipped it. He said something like I see the Tails and look at it logically--Idk something with the Tail side of it and something about logic LOL.
There was more to the dream but this is all of the dream that really interested me.
March 2, 2010
It started out like a 5th Fatal Frame game. The theme color was all pink or magenta and it took place in a tower... and before I know it... it literally turns into a Silent Hill Resident Evil game dream...
On the lowest level of the floor there are burned Bubblehead nurses (from Silent Hill, although originally they're not burned) and I'm killing them and I'm going WTF because Annalyn (acquaintance) is in charge of this floor therefore she's in charge of the Bubblehead nurses. Then we team up so the Bubblehead nurses don't hurt me but nonetheless the scary enemy music is scary, and then there are all my friends shooting at me (Larry with a sniper rifle holy), and each person is in charge of a floor and has their own "enemy minions (like Annalyn with her Bubblehead Nurses)" or whatever, and we all have to try to kill each other, and on some floor, there's my teacher's freakin chinchilla + a random brown chinchilla I've never seen in my life and a dog playing and running around and I'm trying to get the dog not killed because it keeps wandering off. And I stepped on chinchilla poo.
March 29-30, 2010
Two nights ago I had a dream I was going through this dungeon thing with wild pokemon and there was this Meganium chasing the hell out of me and I was panicking, but then I made it go away coz I outran it (BUT I FELT SO TIRED) and so I found Lugia and caught it, then I had to go OUT of the dungeon, so again I was running the hellllllll away from that Meganium which I SWEAR was on steroids or something, so then I got out my Lugia and I rode on it and I was happy. And then Vore (from story, Faint) appeared somewhere in that dream it was so random.
And then LAST NIGHT I had a dream I was swimming with Lugia. And a killer whale.
April 5, 2010
Aw man, I just woke up feeling a little pissed, or rather like, I kinda wanted to kick someone's ass, not necessarily pissed.
I had some dream I was in some sort of fictional school. I was following my schedule, and I ended up in this room fillllllled with asians, and they were pretty. There was this seemingly pretty yet bitchy girl who openly challenged others to some finger touching game (it was weird; it was like try to touch 3 of her fingers at once IDK MYSELF i wish I could explain it but THIS GAME DOESN'T EVEN LIKE EXIST) and she knew she would win so she was all smug and stuff. Then she indirectly challenged me in front of other people coz I can draw or something and then she started getting all smart-ass with me and tried making me look stupid, so I started being all smart-ass with her--and it seemed Ruki's (from Faint) essence was with me or something coz it was REAL smart-ass + knowing how to be an ass. (I'm really bad when coming up with insults). I remember I said something "DUH" at the end like she was an idiot--and so she got sooooooooooooooooooooooo pissed and then I think I beat her in some sort of pokemon battle or something and then I woke up with her saying to me she'll beat me sometime djkasfdsg what the hell.
June 6, 2010
1. I was walking in the middle of the night. The setting was like an open country road--I'm not actually sure what it was--and I was just walking into a small forest section of it. Like, very small. It's like passing under a bridge--I was just passing under the huge trees there, and when I was about to step foot out into the open country road again, suddenly I heard some shooting and some bombs. And I looked behind me, and I saw multiple silhouettes running this way (they didn't notice me though), they were throwing and shooting things at each other. My instincts told me it was a legit gang fight. I was panicking--I didn't want to walk out into the open road, because I was afraid the gangs would think I'm one of their members or the rival's members. Yet, I was too afraid to stay in the forest because they were throwing BOMBS and I didn't want to be near any. I took note of this shelter that was up against the side of the forest, so I ran in there and took cover. Little did I know, that it seemed to be one of the gang's hideouts. So here came one whole gang coming in, and I pressed myself into the dark corners of the room, because I didn't want them to find me; I was afraid that if they find me, they'll shoot me, thinking I'm one of the rival's members.
So I was hiding in the same room with the gangsters. Then the lights turned on, and I was revealed. I think at this point most of them left the room because there was only one in the room, and I begged him not to hurt me and that I wasn't in either gang and that I just stumbled in the middle of their rumble. So the guy was quiet, and then he was shot in the arm and fell. Then I heard footsteps from outside, and it was the OTHER gang sneaking in. When I saw one of their silhouettes coming in, I screamed out, "PLEASE DON'T SHOOT ME!" and SURPRISE SURPRISE the gang member that was coming in was my RL friend, Dion. He was looking at me dangerously and said, "....You're.. one of them?!" I was desperately trying to tell him, "NO NO NO it was an accident I'm not one of them. I'm not one of yours either JUST DON'T SHOOT ME I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT TO DO I STUMBLED UPON THIS BY ACCIDENT" but he wasn't listening to me and I had to run for my life while he was chasing and shooting me. And I don't know how the dream turned out this way, but suddenly I ran up some stairs and closed the door, relieved that he wouldn't catch me. (And then this part was actually funny lol) But then, Dion opened the door slightly and said, "You forgot to lock the door." then he closed the door. He opened it again and shot me dead.
2. The second part of my dream was--I don't know, I was in the bathroom with my Chinese class--and we had to clean ourselves in the shower so I was showering lalala and then this asian kid came in and he's joining our class. Then he took a liking to me--GETS IN THE SHOWER WITH ME--but luckily I was done so I go out and then he came out and from then on KEPT FOLLOWING ME. It was so uncomfortable. And there was this entire building, and one floor had a hallway that went around in a square. And my room was up there and it seemed that his room was up there (kind of like a hotel?) He was trying to follow me around and I was trying to avoid him. He even followed me to dinner, that I was having with my sister, and my sister was looking at him like who the hell is that, and I was being nice and introduced the kid. He eventually got depressed because he was having no progress with me, but again I was being nice and the best I did was hold his hand (and I STILL don't want him around) Hee just wouldn't quit.
July 11, 2010
The setting was an underwater kind of place, and people lived there. There wasn't much, but boy, the "art"/visual image was beautiful, but very sad. I had friends there (I wasn't myself though), and there was a big problem. The water was draining somehow, and we needed the water to live. So we followed this boat to this other city, or another section of the city--it's hard to remember--and I could see the surface of the water from there. People were dying. The image here really struck me. The colors were beautiful. Very iridescent: There was this one area where there was no water at all, and there was a guy who was "drowning" and needed water, and he was literally losing color (like the color became transparent but you can still see him faintly, like a ghost). Someone was pouring water on him, and he was gasping for the water and color was starting to fill back in him (that's where the colors were iridescent).
All in all, we were like fish.
August 2, 2010
Last night I dreamt of a real shark trying to kill me again and knock me off this boat. The shark ate everyone who was on it with me already. It tried to tip it over but the shore was near, so I TOOK A LEAP OF FAAAAITH and I made it!
There were wild animals on the shore I dunno why and the shark continued to pursue me. It was trying to attack this gigantic rhino or boar--I can't remember--AND THE RHINO/BOAR KILLED IT and I was SO HAPPY A SHARK FINALLY DIED but then.. I don't know why, but it's like when a game resets itself and you have to start again from the save point BECAUSE I'M BACK ON THE BOAT MAKING THE LEAP OF FAITH.. and this time the SHARK DIDN'T GET KILLED BY THE RHINO/BOAR.. It had shape-shifted into a human AND IT CHASED ME TO THIS STATION.. THE STUPID SHARK WAS A SHAPE SHIFTER.. and it was a long chase dream that went from boat > ocean > to hiding in a steamroom (and throughout the darn dream people are HELPING the shark, like UNLOCKING A DOOR I LOCKED) > some building with lots of floors and a library and a hospital > found JR (friend) and sisters and other friends. In the end, we were all RUNNING AROUND A GODDAMN CITY AWAY FROM THE SHARK.
August 15, 2010
I had a nightmare that Karen, a girl from elementary school that treated me horribly, partly responsible for making me turn out the way I am today (not sure if good or bad thing), admitted she hated me. I can't remember clearly what she was doing but she was acting nasty towards me, and I was said "Do you not like me or something?" and she replied "Actually, yes, I don't like you. I hate you." I felt the SHEER COLD atmosphere from her and became extremely self-conscious. I was unable to follow school work while she was around. I was so uncomfortable. She kept on bothering me occasionally. For instance, I was reading a book, and she came around, took it and said "Oh what're you reading?" and she was flipping the pages and I was like jesus christ go away. She gave it back and said "Oh let me get you back to where you were." She took it again and flipped the pages back to where I was.
Then we were at my neighborhood, and we were discussing our conflicts with each other. She was being nasty the whole time, now that she let me know how she felt towards me, and we were talking about Justine, who Karen--in real life--seemingly took away from me years ago.. (I had given on her and let go of the grudge on Karen finally just last November.) I was telling Karen, "LOOK I don't CARE anymore" and Karen was twisting around my words and TEXTING Justine while we're talking, making assumptions I don't care for Justine anymore/dislike her and I told her STOP IT and tried to justify myself. I can't remember the whole conversation that well, but I know that the next moment I was asking how "Why do you hate me and how long ago did this start?" She said 5 years ago, and I said, "We were in 5th grade!" She was telling me how sick she was of seeing me (In real life during that time, our moms became best friends forever and I was visiting her house every day, and we were classmates in school too, so yeah: EVERY DAY. I didn't care though; I was just sick of the way she was treating me) I told her, "We haven't even seen each other in two years?!?!? Since we graduated?!?!?!" She responded, "Let me see if I don't hate you now.." She tapped her chin and looked as if she was making some calculation
AND THEN GIVES ME THE SCARIEST LOOK OF MY LIFE LIKE A DEVIL SMILING, and then said, "I still hate you."
Then she goes flippin happy and said BYE I'LL SEE YOU LATER. She left with Kevin (stupid guy) and Justine who were waiting in the background. Then other ULTIMATELY WEIRD unrelated stuff happens while I'm on the way home. Which I'm not telling because it's that weird.
January 11, 2011
From what I remember in the dream, the situation was that I was friends with this adorable ghost boy and I had to find out how he died. Typical horror game stuff. And in typical horror game stuff, you usually have to do puzzles in order to get more information/to progress? WELL. I was on a trolley bus or something and I was suddenly Phoenix Wright (Idk in my dreams I tend to switch people yet I'm still in the same situation). I was trying to solve a puzzle (one of those sliding ones where you have to form a picture) and I COULDN'T DO IT when ll of a sudden I heard this girl's voice behind me (it wasn't a ghost, I actually got to see her). She was telling me directions on how to solve the puzzle, like slide this piece up etc. I listened to her.
And then all of a sudden
I got a headshot picture of two twin boys with their faces wrapped in what looks like bandages and they were HANGING UP SIDE DOWN AND DEAD. One of the boys was the ghost boy. I WAS SO SCARED that as Phoenix Wright, lol I/He said, "wow I should've done this at home ;;;;;" Then, that girl was GONE.
Suddenly I became Rei Kurosawa from Fatal Frame and was in someone else's house for god knows what reason and the woman I was speaking with puts down what looks like one of those puppet strings. As Rei, I went to examine it and I touched it. And then you know how in a video game, there's like a cover art for a chapter or something?
That happened--and it also seemed to show of what was going to happen next and that I had triggered something. That creepy ass photo I discovered and touching the puppet string triggered it: there was like this hospital room or something alike and there were like these bodies on the beds.. I can't remember exactly if they were corpses or w/e but they were BODIES NONETHELESS and they were undergoing this creepy transformation and turned to SCARY ASS PUPPETS. One was a woman and the other was a man. I really did not get a good feeling after that "chapter introduction" or w/e. It was creepy the way it ended.
THE DREAM CONTINUED AND I WAS STILL REI AND I WAS IN MY HOUSE--or rather a house that was in the layout of my real house. Miku (from Fatal Frame) still lived with Rei (me). I am given a clear angle downstairs from the top of the stairs (this part was temporarily third person view) and I can see from the angle that a pantry door was opened, and as Rei walked by my third person view, the pantry door suddenly closed. And I see puppet strings hanging from the door. I WAS SO FUCKING FREAKED AT THIS POINT I WAS LIKE HOLY SHIT I'M GOING TO DIE TONIGHT. So I was in what would be my parents' room in rl and suddenly I was Miku and then I SEE THE MALE PUPPET FLOAT IN THE ROOM LIKE A FF GHOST WITH REI DEAD AND ON PUPPET STRINGS AND I WAS FUCKING FREAKING OUT. There was someone else in the room with me (presuming to be Mio from FF) and we ran around past the two (coz if we touch it we're dead that sort of thing) and then the OTHER PUPPET was coming up the stairs and I was thinking SHIT WE'RE CORNERED in my head. Treating the situation like a Fatal Frame game, I thought "ok let's just run past them" and so I push 'Mio' hoping she would it through but the puppet GOT HER AND THEN THE OTHER PUPPET WAS CATCHING UP AND I WITNESS 'MIO' DYING AND HER SKIN WAS TURNING BLUE (the puppets were blue and so was Rei) I was terrified coz they were all going to be after me.
I managed to get down the stairs and out the door, and close the garage door while running out. At this point I somehow got more information on the situation (you know how in a dream, you just suddenly know what's happening? Yeah.): they were puppets, but they could act like ghosts. They could reappear wherever I was and chase me forever until I am dead. I actually thought in the dream "oh shit how will I sleep they will kill me in my sleep" and the neighborhood wasn't mine anymore, but I knew where I was going and what I wanted to do (go to a friend's place and praying that I would be safe there), yet, the harder I tried to run away, the slower I got for some reason. And as I was halfway through to my destination, I triggered a "cutscene" and saw a shot of the neighborhood houses and I SAW THE SHADOWS OF THE PUPPETS COMING AFTER ME. The scene cut back to me. They weren't in range of my vision and they were kind of slow so I wasn't as worried BUT I WAS STILL REALLY AFRAID. I made it to my destination eventually. They didn't seem to be out there anymore. I still had bad feelings.
There was more but this is what I pretty much want to record from this dream.
January 2011, dream written out January 21, 2011
From what I remember, the situation was that there was something coming to kill everyone, and I was in this house.. I don't know why I was there or what the event was, but there were other people too and we were all trying to find a place to hide. So whatever what was coming to raid the place, I had a place in mind on where to hide but I just couldn't remember where. I was hiding in what looked like a laundry room, and there were a couple of people with me and were following me. While trying to remember the awesome place to hide, I was leading them to a better place. We made our way upstairs and into a closet, but I wasn't satisfied and they were getting closer and I knew they were going to find us. I was all like shit shit shit I can't freakin remember where is it, and then I suddenly remembered (although a little too late), and I quickly got out of the closet and went into another closet in another room. There was an entrance on the ceiling of the closet, and I was opening it and they were almost coming in and the ladder wasn't coming down directly and I was just like SHIT. I only remember me and my friend Giselle managing to climb in, and we closed it just in time as they entered the room. But we were found anyway because the person down there didn't close the closet, and for some reason.. the attic area wasn't what I thought it was..
I was thinking to myself "how come it looks like this?" It felt like I was on a play set--like there were no walls and I could see the room below. And then all of a sudden Karen (a girl I dislike) appeared out of nowhere and I got startled. I jumped back down to the room where those other killers or whatever are and made for my escape.
That's all I can remember.
August 18, 2011
I had a dream where my family and I were living in the arctic cold, and we were close to the sea. Something bad happened (can't remember) but it caused a hole in the house and it started to sink. I can't remember where I was, but I do remember that my parents wouldn't let me go back inside to get a few certain things. They were also making a big deal out of the electricity being on, so I wanted to turn off the lights in my room. I went in and turned off the lights. When I came back out, my family left me (on a boat). I was stranded. Now that I was alone, I decided I couldn't lose the house. I dragged the house onto land (very Up-ish, even I noticed it in my dream during the time.) Then the house sort of exploded because of the electricy+water combo (idk) and it affected the rest of the land too, so I ended up living up on a small piece of ice (and somehow an ice castle was formed) and I WAS SAD. That section ended there.
I had another dream where Idk I was in some place with a lot of people. It was a beautiful place, like marble. I really don't know what kind of place it was, so I wish I could describe it better. I can say for sure it wasn't a room. I was exploring the place with some people. Running around and going wild. There was this marble slide and we played on it (and hurt ourselves in the process). It was here my crush entered the dream and he had this batman sort of costume on.. I can't remember/understand anymore what exactly went on during this part of the dream, but it was like we both wanted that batman sort of costume.. there was something about it that made me want to get rid of it, so every time i got it/wore the costume, i had to be on the look out for my crush and make sure he would't get it.. and whenever he was after me, he'd appear through shadows or reflections.. in the end, we got rid of it together and I think we became friends too.
2005; dream written out October 18, 2009
There was a glowing lake or pond. I couldn't tell if it was day or night--maybe it was night, because the glowing lake was the light around the area. There was a small dock to the pond. The environment was a forest; it was dark b/c it was most likely night, but the scenery was so beautiful, thanks to the glowing pond. It was glowing a cerulean blue. Rikku (from story, Faint) was on the dock. She had her short blonde hair and her violet eyes, and she was wearing a blue-violet cloak. She didn't turn around completely, but she only glanced behind her shoulder towards the me, whoever I was. I couldn't say for sure if I was really me in the dream, but whoever she was viewing, she smiled at. She then turned back towards the lake, and then dived into the glowing pond.
Out from the pond, came some sort of cerulean-indigo smoke. Or what it could be, a soul sort of thing.
March 26, 2009; dream written out October 18, 2009
I can't remember clearly now, but I was mentally struggling in my dream. All I remember were trains that we almost got run over by, a man that wouldn't let me and friends alone (I can only remember Paul and Kristen in there), and I was fighting him, biting him, and trying my best to hurt him, because the man was fighting back too. Then, I remember that next we were on a chase--the man was trying to catch us so we wouldn't escape him. There was some sort of way to make sure he won't catch us--like instead of running, it's skipping, and some other weird stuff in between. And then we ran through a hole, completely safe and for some reason, the man was repelled by the entrance and we escaped. The hole was kind of a lot like Alice in Wonderland. I was striving really hard to escape him. I woke up sweating, but I wasn't afraid. I felt like I broke free out of something.
September 2009, dream written out October 18, 2009
The dream centered around Mia and Death, from my story, Faint. Mia and Death are the same person. Paul (friend) and I were in the dream. It was like a video game, and we had guns. I wasn't sure what our goal was, but we were looking around a mansion of some sort. We came to hide behind staircase banister from enemies. Luxette, a bad person in the story, was definitely there. I didn't see her face, but I was sure because I clearly remember saying to Paul, "Don't shoot your gun at her! Don't do it! Luxette won't die!" which is accurate in the real story. I told him it would be best if we wait till she went away, and when she would, we would shoot the enemies and enter the door they're guarding. Luxette went out of the sight, down the hallway. We lifted our guns, and I said, "NOW! FIRE!" and we shot.
But unforunately, as soon as we did, Luxette came back. I cursed and told Paul to follow and come on because--like in a game--it's like we screwed up and we had to either A. run away or B. run straight into the room. Chose choice B. We didn't get injured somehow. One thing to note when we entered the room was that we didn't lock the door. I clearly remember saying, "It's funny how no one enters the room whenever we discover a new room. SEARCH THE ROOM."
Lately during the time, I was playing a game called Trace Memory. In Trace Memory, you're exploring a mansion, and at least in every single room, there was something to be found. And you knew you were close to the finding the item if the section of the room you were exploring gets a close up. It was just like that. I had to find at least 2 items. However, an entertaining thing about this dream was if I squeezed the item, and it went into my "inventory". This was how I knew I found what I needed. I searched all around the room eagerly, hoping to find the item. I found nothing. I even remember picking up scissors and squeezed the item and said, "WHAT? NOT EVEN SCISSORS? WHAT DO I NEED?" I turned to Paul and said, "DID YOU FIND ANYTHING?" and he said, "yes." he held up keys. And then he told me, "I'm tired. I'm going to take a shower." (lmao) so he went to the bathroom connected to the room and did. I had to find the last item by myself.
I don't know why but it was only after Paul left that I noticed there were two corpses under blankets on the floor--and then it came: the close-up. The last item was there. But I didn't feel scared, so I lifted a fold of the blanket, and there were papers (or a paper?). It was like a record, an observation of someone--something that doctors would keep of patients. Weight. Height. etc. Then Death entered the room. She was dressed plainly--in a white baggy shirt and black capri pants. I don't understand why, but when she opened the door and I looked up and saw her, I panicked and instantly rushed for the bathroom door. I locked the door. Then I heard Death say something among the lines of, "Open the door. I want to tell you something." And I said, still feeling in danger, "No. My friend and I are tired." And she said, "Okay."
And then unexpectedly, Death tried breaking in the door! And somehow she actually OPENED IT. I felt really scared at this time. I managed to push the door all the way closed, but Death was pretty strong. It was strange--she was acting like a REAL killer ghost: eager to get its victim. I tried unzipping my bookbag next to me with one hand and put the paper in there, but I couldn't (I don't know why but it felt as if I had to hide it from her), so I whispered hurriedly to Paul, "Here hide this in your towel!" and I snuck the paper behind the shower curtain, and then Death broke in. I fell back on the floor, and Paul twisted the shower curtain around himself (to try and hide the paper under his towel) and then disentangled himself from the curtain. Death didn't question anything, and only showed another paper to me, which was also like a record.
"I wanted to show you this." She said. According to the paper--the situation was that someone else was Death (if that makes sense?). And I think what was happening was Luxette was trying to find Death--which Death? I don't know.
That was one portion of the dream.
Another portion I remembered was sometime later, Death joined us, and we were looking around this other room. And of course, we didn't lock the door because nobody entered the room. But this time enemies entered the room. Suddenly, I wasn't me anymore. I was in the POV of Death. Death (I) instantly lifted up the shotgun to shoot, and she seemed to be a lil shaky with the gun (inexperienced?) but nothing came out of the gun. She then turned to me and Paul and screamed angrily, "Why isn't this working?!" And then I don't remember what was responded to her but it made her frustrated. She tossed the gun angrily to the ground and started walking towards the enemies to kill them in her own way. She got shot as she was walking to them.
It was here she was acting funny againt: she strided to them, looking like a vengeful ghost and said to them hatefully, "You really want to die now don't you?" And then the next moment, my view was blocked out, all black (as if I was out of the dream for a moment)--but I still felt the dream going on. I felt myself squeezing and tearing and ripping apart. And when I saw again, I was in someone else's POV, and a hallway of the mansion was torn apart, with blood and dead bodies, and I felt myself being "dragged" towards Death, whose appearance changed (more ghost-like and scary) and was in the center of the hallway. It was weird because I was lying on my stomach on the ground, and Death was like "clawing at the ground" (which was what was making me being dragged towards her?) I was getting closer and closer to her face.
I didn't feel scared somehow at this time. When I was face-to-face to her, so dangerously close (close as in KISS-CLOSE), her appearance suddenly changed to normal--it was like I blinked and she changed. But I didn't blink. She changed from an angry-looking vengeful ghost to a regular-looking person. Red eyes. Black short hair with bangs. And a smile. She stood up. And she was really pretty.
Another very tiny portion of the dream was that I remember Death and Mia talking to teach other (they look the same as they are one person). I remember noting to myself OUTSIDE of the dream that Death's voice was higher than Mia's--and I really did hear their voices. And their appearances were so accurate it amazed me. I remember so many details, I remember the feeling, I remember Death's smile and beauty and her creepiness, and Mia's voice.
This dream helped me figure out a lot of things about the people and what happened--such as Death appears in her own form, her voice is higher than Mia's, Death is easily tempered, and that there is something between Luxette and Death/Mia.
October 18, 2009
I was in my kitchen, but a slightly altered version of my home. It just looked different a bit. There was $100 (I'm not sure if that's the correct amount, but the feeling in the dream just told me it) right on the table, and there was a flame adjacent to it. It was big enough to spread and burn the whole house, so I simply blew it out. It went away, but then it immediately came back. I kept blowing it out but it kept coming back, so I had to call mom for help in between breaths, because the flame was just that fast. The longer I waited to blow it out, the bigger it was becoming. My mom didn't answer and I heard my sister calling that she's busy. I exclaimed to them "There's a fire in here!" and I was struggling to keep it from burning on. The funny thing was that Mom and my sister DIDN'T BELIEVE ME. I kept screaming over and over that there was a fire. I had stopped blowing to call them three times in a row, and the fire was getting SUPER big. I moved the $100 bucks away from it. I don't understand why I just slid it farther instead of taking it off the table.
Finally, my sister came down and NOW she was screaming that there's a fire. She left the scene. I don't know what happened to ME at this point but I seemed to be out of the picture because I was looking through the dream in a hidden 3rd person view. My mom came downstairs, saw the fire, and the $100 bucks was now on fire. She sat down IN FRONT of the fire, and my sister entered back with a fire extinguisher, and put stop to the fire. My mom watched it die down.
October 18, 2009
I don't remember this completely but I think I was in a church with people. It was about to be the end of "something." I can't remember, but something was ending. The end of the world? The church was closing? I had this one last night but what I remember (I think) was that some monk/religious guy died in lava, and I SAW him die. Then I don't remember what happened next, but before I knew, I, MYSELF, was dying in the lava. I was in my first person while that happened. It was so strange--the feeling. It was like I was sinking. The weird part is that it felt refreshing when I was dying.
November 29, 2009; dream written out December 1, 2009
I had a dream two nights ago. The only thing I want to record of it is that I was talking with Jackie (friend) in my dream.. I can't remember if it was through AIM or through person.. it might've been through AIM, because I remember seeing an IM window. I was telling her something, and she suddenly asked me, "Do bad things always happen to you?" and I paused. And then I completely ignored her question, not giving her an answer, and continued with what I was saying.
February 11, 2010
I had a dream of a blonde prince that failed to meet his father's expectations and was denied to inherit the throne. There was this pretty pond/lake water that was glowing cerulean blue, pretty reminiscent of an older dream. He ran away and became this big monster. Then he came back, turning back to himself, and was walking through that pretty water. He said he wanted to go back home even if he wasn't going to be the prince anymore. And I followed him, and I believe I was in the POV of a brunette-haired princess? She was his friend though, not a lover, and she seemed to have low self esteem, because I was able to see her facial expressions a few times. So she followed him to this bathing pool where I'm assuming it's a royal friend of the Queen or something, or maybe a maid, is. This bathing pool was possible part of the pond/lake, because the water was glowing cerulean blue too, and apparently the prince goes to this maid/royal friend for advice.
As the princess, I was feeling jealous, because I saw (not evident to the prince) that the maid/royal friend had a "thing" for him. It was odd.
February 14, 2010
The dream was pretty vivid, but only for a short time. I don't know where I was, but I was in the fancy place with red carpeting and gold walls. There were two floors, and there was a war going on on the downstairs floor. In the POV of a soldier, I went upstairs, and someone came up to me and said, "Sir Henry, Captain Jack wants to see you." I was feeling pretty nervous as he told me that, as I had knowledge of someone fighting in the war. I was scared I was going to get killed, and scared that I would probably have to kill this friend. I felt so nervous, and I cautiously walked down the fancy wide hallway (and soldiers around me were vacuuming the floor which was very weird, considering there is a war going on downstairs). Here and there, I came in and out of the POV of the person I was in--it was actually Tresphir (from story, Faint) who was dressed up like Henry from No More Heroes 2 (I THINK I'VE BEEN PLAYING WAY TOO MUCH OF IT)or at least similar to, since he had a uniform on, I can't remember BUT HE HAD THE BROWN HAIR AND HE WAS WEARING SILVER/GREY, just that it was definitely Tresphir's face and behavior (pretty nervous guy).
So he approached Captain Jack (I swear that name came from watching my sister play "The Company of Myself" which was just last night) who was very, very fat, and told us to choose a side of the war. Even though I was not exactly in his POV anymore, I still felt how he was: he felt very conflicted, and didn't know what side to choose. He could've chosen to side with his friend.... 'But,' he thought. The weird part of the dream: as mentioned, every soldier on the 2nd floor was cleaning, and so he grabbed a vacuum and started cleaning, while wondering. At this point I was completely detached from him and I saw him take out a coin and flip it, as if that'll be his decision maker. For some reason I wasn't paying attention to him for a few seconds, so I didn't hear what he completely said as he flipped it. He said something like I see the Tails and look at it logically--Idk something with the Tail side of it and something about logic LOL.
There was more to the dream but this is all of the dream that really interested me.
March 2, 2010
It started out like a 5th Fatal Frame game. The theme color was all pink or magenta and it took place in a tower... and before I know it... it literally turns into a Silent Hill Resident Evil game dream...
On the lowest level of the floor there are burned Bubblehead nurses (from Silent Hill, although originally they're not burned) and I'm killing them and I'm going WTF because Annalyn (acquaintance) is in charge of this floor therefore she's in charge of the Bubblehead nurses. Then we team up so the Bubblehead nurses don't hurt me but nonetheless the scary enemy music is scary, and then there are all my friends shooting at me (Larry with a sniper rifle holy), and each person is in charge of a floor and has their own "enemy minions (like Annalyn with her Bubblehead Nurses)" or whatever, and we all have to try to kill each other, and on some floor, there's my teacher's freakin chinchilla + a random brown chinchilla I've never seen in my life and a dog playing and running around and I'm trying to get the dog not killed because it keeps wandering off. And I stepped on chinchilla poo.
March 29-30, 2010
Two nights ago I had a dream I was going through this dungeon thing with wild pokemon and there was this Meganium chasing the hell out of me and I was panicking, but then I made it go away coz I outran it (BUT I FELT SO TIRED) and so I found Lugia and caught it, then I had to go OUT of the dungeon, so again I was running the hellllllll away from that Meganium which I SWEAR was on steroids or something, so then I got out my Lugia and I rode on it and I was happy. And then Vore (from story, Faint) appeared somewhere in that dream it was so random.
And then LAST NIGHT I had a dream I was swimming with Lugia. And a killer whale.
April 5, 2010
Aw man, I just woke up feeling a little pissed, or rather like, I kinda wanted to kick someone's ass, not necessarily pissed.
I had some dream I was in some sort of fictional school. I was following my schedule, and I ended up in this room fillllllled with asians, and they were pretty. There was this seemingly pretty yet bitchy girl who openly challenged others to some finger touching game (it was weird; it was like try to touch 3 of her fingers at once IDK MYSELF i wish I could explain it but THIS GAME DOESN'T EVEN LIKE EXIST) and she knew she would win so she was all smug and stuff. Then she indirectly challenged me in front of other people coz I can draw or something and then she started getting all smart-ass with me and tried making me look stupid, so I started being all smart-ass with her--and it seemed Ruki's (from Faint) essence was with me or something coz it was REAL smart-ass + knowing how to be an ass. (I'm really bad when coming up with insults). I remember I said something "DUH" at the end like she was an idiot--and so she got sooooooooooooooooooooooo pissed and then I think I beat her in some sort of pokemon battle or something and then I woke up with her saying to me she'll beat me sometime djkasfdsg what the hell.
June 6, 2010
1. I was walking in the middle of the night. The setting was like an open country road--I'm not actually sure what it was--and I was just walking into a small forest section of it. Like, very small. It's like passing under a bridge--I was just passing under the huge trees there, and when I was about to step foot out into the open country road again, suddenly I heard some shooting and some bombs. And I looked behind me, and I saw multiple silhouettes running this way (they didn't notice me though), they were throwing and shooting things at each other. My instincts told me it was a legit gang fight. I was panicking--I didn't want to walk out into the open road, because I was afraid the gangs would think I'm one of their members or the rival's members. Yet, I was too afraid to stay in the forest because they were throwing BOMBS and I didn't want to be near any. I took note of this shelter that was up against the side of the forest, so I ran in there and took cover. Little did I know, that it seemed to be one of the gang's hideouts. So here came one whole gang coming in, and I pressed myself into the dark corners of the room, because I didn't want them to find me; I was afraid that if they find me, they'll shoot me, thinking I'm one of the rival's members.
So I was hiding in the same room with the gangsters. Then the lights turned on, and I was revealed. I think at this point most of them left the room because there was only one in the room, and I begged him not to hurt me and that I wasn't in either gang and that I just stumbled in the middle of their rumble. So the guy was quiet, and then he was shot in the arm and fell. Then I heard footsteps from outside, and it was the OTHER gang sneaking in. When I saw one of their silhouettes coming in, I screamed out, "PLEASE DON'T SHOOT ME!" and SURPRISE SURPRISE the gang member that was coming in was my RL friend, Dion. He was looking at me dangerously and said, "....You're.. one of them?!" I was desperately trying to tell him, "NO NO NO it was an accident I'm not one of them. I'm not one of yours either JUST DON'T SHOOT ME I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT TO DO I STUMBLED UPON THIS BY ACCIDENT" but he wasn't listening to me and I had to run for my life while he was chasing and shooting me. And I don't know how the dream turned out this way, but suddenly I ran up some stairs and closed the door, relieved that he wouldn't catch me. (And then this part was actually funny lol) But then, Dion opened the door slightly and said, "You forgot to lock the door." then he closed the door. He opened it again and shot me dead.
2. The second part of my dream was--I don't know, I was in the bathroom with my Chinese class--and we had to clean ourselves in the shower so I was showering lalala and then this asian kid came in and he's joining our class. Then he took a liking to me--GETS IN THE SHOWER WITH ME--but luckily I was done so I go out and then he came out and from then on KEPT FOLLOWING ME. It was so uncomfortable. And there was this entire building, and one floor had a hallway that went around in a square. And my room was up there and it seemed that his room was up there (kind of like a hotel?) He was trying to follow me around and I was trying to avoid him. He even followed me to dinner, that I was having with my sister, and my sister was looking at him like who the hell is that, and I was being nice and introduced the kid. He eventually got depressed because he was having no progress with me, but again I was being nice and the best I did was hold his hand (and I STILL don't want him around) Hee just wouldn't quit.
July 11, 2010
The setting was an underwater kind of place, and people lived there. There wasn't much, but boy, the "art"/visual image was beautiful, but very sad. I had friends there (I wasn't myself though), and there was a big problem. The water was draining somehow, and we needed the water to live. So we followed this boat to this other city, or another section of the city--it's hard to remember--and I could see the surface of the water from there. People were dying. The image here really struck me. The colors were beautiful. Very iridescent: There was this one area where there was no water at all, and there was a guy who was "drowning" and needed water, and he was literally losing color (like the color became transparent but you can still see him faintly, like a ghost). Someone was pouring water on him, and he was gasping for the water and color was starting to fill back in him (that's where the colors were iridescent).
All in all, we were like fish.
August 2, 2010
Last night I dreamt of a real shark trying to kill me again and knock me off this boat. The shark ate everyone who was on it with me already. It tried to tip it over but the shore was near, so I TOOK A LEAP OF FAAAAITH and I made it!
There were wild animals on the shore I dunno why and the shark continued to pursue me. It was trying to attack this gigantic rhino or boar--I can't remember--AND THE RHINO/BOAR KILLED IT and I was SO HAPPY A SHARK FINALLY DIED but then.. I don't know why, but it's like when a game resets itself and you have to start again from the save point BECAUSE I'M BACK ON THE BOAT MAKING THE LEAP OF FAITH.. and this time the SHARK DIDN'T GET KILLED BY THE RHINO/BOAR.. It had shape-shifted into a human AND IT CHASED ME TO THIS STATION.. THE STUPID SHARK WAS A SHAPE SHIFTER.. and it was a long chase dream that went from boat > ocean > to hiding in a steamroom (and throughout the darn dream people are HELPING the shark, like UNLOCKING A DOOR I LOCKED) > some building with lots of floors and a library and a hospital > found JR (friend) and sisters and other friends. In the end, we were all RUNNING AROUND A GODDAMN CITY AWAY FROM THE SHARK.
August 15, 2010
I had a nightmare that Karen, a girl from elementary school that treated me horribly, partly responsible for making me turn out the way I am today (not sure if good or bad thing), admitted she hated me. I can't remember clearly what she was doing but she was acting nasty towards me, and I was said "Do you not like me or something?" and she replied "Actually, yes, I don't like you. I hate you." I felt the SHEER COLD atmosphere from her and became extremely self-conscious. I was unable to follow school work while she was around. I was so uncomfortable. She kept on bothering me occasionally. For instance, I was reading a book, and she came around, took it and said "Oh what're you reading?" and she was flipping the pages and I was like jesus christ go away. She gave it back and said "Oh let me get you back to where you were." She took it again and flipped the pages back to where I was.
Then we were at my neighborhood, and we were discussing our conflicts with each other. She was being nasty the whole time, now that she let me know how she felt towards me, and we were talking about Justine, who Karen--in real life--seemingly took away from me years ago.. (I had given on her and let go of the grudge on Karen finally just last November.) I was telling Karen, "LOOK I don't CARE anymore" and Karen was twisting around my words and TEXTING Justine while we're talking, making assumptions I don't care for Justine anymore/dislike her and I told her STOP IT and tried to justify myself. I can't remember the whole conversation that well, but I know that the next moment I was asking how "Why do you hate me and how long ago did this start?" She said 5 years ago, and I said, "We were in 5th grade!" She was telling me how sick she was of seeing me (In real life during that time, our moms became best friends forever and I was visiting her house every day, and we were classmates in school too, so yeah: EVERY DAY. I didn't care though; I was just sick of the way she was treating me) I told her, "We haven't even seen each other in two years?!?!? Since we graduated?!?!?!" She responded, "Let me see if I don't hate you now.." She tapped her chin and looked as if she was making some calculation
AND THEN GIVES ME THE SCARIEST LOOK OF MY LIFE LIKE A DEVIL SMILING, and then said, "I still hate you."
Then she goes flippin happy and said BYE I'LL SEE YOU LATER. She left with Kevin (stupid guy) and Justine who were waiting in the background. Then other ULTIMATELY WEIRD unrelated stuff happens while I'm on the way home. Which I'm not telling because it's that weird.
January 11, 2011
From what I remember in the dream, the situation was that I was friends with this adorable ghost boy and I had to find out how he died. Typical horror game stuff. And in typical horror game stuff, you usually have to do puzzles in order to get more information/to progress? WELL. I was on a trolley bus or something and I was suddenly Phoenix Wright (Idk in my dreams I tend to switch people yet I'm still in the same situation). I was trying to solve a puzzle (one of those sliding ones where you have to form a picture) and I COULDN'T DO IT when ll of a sudden I heard this girl's voice behind me (it wasn't a ghost, I actually got to see her). She was telling me directions on how to solve the puzzle, like slide this piece up etc. I listened to her.
And then all of a sudden
I got a headshot picture of two twin boys with their faces wrapped in what looks like bandages and they were HANGING UP SIDE DOWN AND DEAD. One of the boys was the ghost boy. I WAS SO SCARED that as Phoenix Wright, lol I/He said, "wow I should've done this at home ;;;;;" Then, that girl was GONE.
Suddenly I became Rei Kurosawa from Fatal Frame and was in someone else's house for god knows what reason and the woman I was speaking with puts down what looks like one of those puppet strings. As Rei, I went to examine it and I touched it. And then you know how in a video game, there's like a cover art for a chapter or something?
That happened--and it also seemed to show of what was going to happen next and that I had triggered something. That creepy ass photo I discovered and touching the puppet string triggered it: there was like this hospital room or something alike and there were like these bodies on the beds.. I can't remember exactly if they were corpses or w/e but they were BODIES NONETHELESS and they were undergoing this creepy transformation and turned to SCARY ASS PUPPETS. One was a woman and the other was a man. I really did not get a good feeling after that "chapter introduction" or w/e. It was creepy the way it ended.
THE DREAM CONTINUED AND I WAS STILL REI AND I WAS IN MY HOUSE--or rather a house that was in the layout of my real house. Miku (from Fatal Frame) still lived with Rei (me). I am given a clear angle downstairs from the top of the stairs (this part was temporarily third person view) and I can see from the angle that a pantry door was opened, and as Rei walked by my third person view, the pantry door suddenly closed. And I see puppet strings hanging from the door. I WAS SO FUCKING FREAKED AT THIS POINT I WAS LIKE HOLY SHIT I'M GOING TO DIE TONIGHT. So I was in what would be my parents' room in rl and suddenly I was Miku and then I SEE THE MALE PUPPET FLOAT IN THE ROOM LIKE A FF GHOST WITH REI DEAD AND ON PUPPET STRINGS AND I WAS FUCKING FREAKING OUT. There was someone else in the room with me (presuming to be Mio from FF) and we ran around past the two (coz if we touch it we're dead that sort of thing) and then the OTHER PUPPET was coming up the stairs and I was thinking SHIT WE'RE CORNERED in my head. Treating the situation like a Fatal Frame game, I thought "ok let's just run past them" and so I push 'Mio' hoping she would it through but the puppet GOT HER AND THEN THE OTHER PUPPET WAS CATCHING UP AND I WITNESS 'MIO' DYING AND HER SKIN WAS TURNING BLUE (the puppets were blue and so was Rei) I was terrified coz they were all going to be after me.
I managed to get down the stairs and out the door, and close the garage door while running out. At this point I somehow got more information on the situation (you know how in a dream, you just suddenly know what's happening? Yeah.): they were puppets, but they could act like ghosts. They could reappear wherever I was and chase me forever until I am dead. I actually thought in the dream "oh shit how will I sleep they will kill me in my sleep" and the neighborhood wasn't mine anymore, but I knew where I was going and what I wanted to do (go to a friend's place and praying that I would be safe there), yet, the harder I tried to run away, the slower I got for some reason. And as I was halfway through to my destination, I triggered a "cutscene" and saw a shot of the neighborhood houses and I SAW THE SHADOWS OF THE PUPPETS COMING AFTER ME. The scene cut back to me. They weren't in range of my vision and they were kind of slow so I wasn't as worried BUT I WAS STILL REALLY AFRAID. I made it to my destination eventually. They didn't seem to be out there anymore. I still had bad feelings.
There was more but this is what I pretty much want to record from this dream.
January 2011, dream written out January 21, 2011
From what I remember, the situation was that there was something coming to kill everyone, and I was in this house.. I don't know why I was there or what the event was, but there were other people too and we were all trying to find a place to hide. So whatever what was coming to raid the place, I had a place in mind on where to hide but I just couldn't remember where. I was hiding in what looked like a laundry room, and there were a couple of people with me and were following me. While trying to remember the awesome place to hide, I was leading them to a better place. We made our way upstairs and into a closet, but I wasn't satisfied and they were getting closer and I knew they were going to find us. I was all like shit shit shit I can't freakin remember where is it, and then I suddenly remembered (although a little too late), and I quickly got out of the closet and went into another closet in another room. There was an entrance on the ceiling of the closet, and I was opening it and they were almost coming in and the ladder wasn't coming down directly and I was just like SHIT. I only remember me and my friend Giselle managing to climb in, and we closed it just in time as they entered the room. But we were found anyway because the person down there didn't close the closet, and for some reason.. the attic area wasn't what I thought it was..
I was thinking to myself "how come it looks like this?" It felt like I was on a play set--like there were no walls and I could see the room below. And then all of a sudden Karen (a girl I dislike) appeared out of nowhere and I got startled. I jumped back down to the room where those other killers or whatever are and made for my escape.
That's all I can remember.
August 18, 2011
I had a dream where my family and I were living in the arctic cold, and we were close to the sea. Something bad happened (can't remember) but it caused a hole in the house and it started to sink. I can't remember where I was, but I do remember that my parents wouldn't let me go back inside to get a few certain things. They were also making a big deal out of the electricity being on, so I wanted to turn off the lights in my room. I went in and turned off the lights. When I came back out, my family left me (on a boat). I was stranded. Now that I was alone, I decided I couldn't lose the house. I dragged the house onto land (very Up-ish, even I noticed it in my dream during the time.) Then the house sort of exploded because of the electricy+water combo (idk) and it affected the rest of the land too, so I ended up living up on a small piece of ice (and somehow an ice castle was formed) and I WAS SAD. That section ended there.
I had another dream where Idk I was in some place with a lot of people. It was a beautiful place, like marble. I really don't know what kind of place it was, so I wish I could describe it better. I can say for sure it wasn't a room. I was exploring the place with some people. Running around and going wild. There was this marble slide and we played on it (and hurt ourselves in the process). It was here my crush entered the dream and he had this batman sort of costume on.. I can't remember/understand anymore what exactly went on during this part of the dream, but it was like we both wanted that batman sort of costume.. there was something about it that made me want to get rid of it, so every time i got it/wore the costume, i had to be on the look out for my crush and make sure he would't get it.. and whenever he was after me, he'd appear through shadows or reflections.. in the end, we got rid of it together and I think we became friends too.